Gearing up for war, but the battle never began?

“Good is good all the time……” Hello everyone! Sorry that I haven’t been on here too much. I’m not sure how many people actually read my post. But I know someone has to be, and I haven’t done an update in a long time. I have been extremely busy. So let me catch you up!…

My first follow up at my Lyme doctor

“For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans for give you hope and a future.” -Jeremiah 29:11 Let me be honest here, I’ve never asked God to heal me these last 5 years I have been sick. I have asked him to…

Loving someone with a chronic medical issues must be so hard.

“And all of a sudden, I felt my heart racing inside my chest…..” Today I wanted to write about my fiancé Japhet, and how it must be so hard to love someone with Lyme it any other chronic illness. My fiancé and I will be together 10 years in February, a month or so shy…

Did I get mad at God the day I got diagnosed with Lyme disease?

“God doesn’t mind if you are mad at Him, because that means your acknowledging Him” Have you ever gotten mad at your parents for something that you went through because you felt like it was their fault and they were suppose to protect you? Like maybe when you were a kid and they held you…

Is this the first sign of Herx?

“……it literally feels like I’m in a fun house in my own home.” Today I am wondering if I’m in herxing? What is Herx? Well, let’s just say we piss off these little Lyme bugs when we try to get rid of them. And they must be as stubborn as me because they are not…

Day’s 2-3: Things are going ok.

“…it’s like every other thought that comes into my head is about Lyme Disease…” So I won’t lie, it’s like every other thought that comes into my head is about Lyme disease. And I’m pretty sure that is normal. I mean, come on, I just found out 6 days ago. I was told that my…

Day one: I got through with no tears shed!

I never thought this would be my life, but yet, here I am….. It’s the end of day one of the journey through Lyme for me. Well to be honest, it is day two right now when I am typing this up. It’s about 2 am, insomnia is a killer, and I have “The Greatest…

Day Zero: The start of my journey with Lyme Disease.

“Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…. I know you are with me..” Psalm 23:4 First off, this blog scares me! Not only am I sharing an intimate and personal part of my life, I’m also a nurse and I’m horrible at grammar! (So if you find mistakes in this blog…